it is hard to love someone..

i thank God how He has blessed me week after week!
Have a thankful and joyful heart! that is one of the very important aspects of Christian living!

i was thinking what I shall eat for dinner on my way back home from church.. something instant. probably pop a pizza into the oven and call it dinner. lo and behold, my room mate offered me chinese soup!! it was really awesome. the taste is very similar to what i had at home when my mom made it. just like in the book of Matthew, do not worry about WHAT you shall eat or wear..

God works in amazing ways, isn't it!

blessings!

God loves me so much.. I was just thinking to myself that it was a big mistake to stay here for christmas and new year and I should have planned a trip somewhere! Due to the problem of moving house, I had to be in Oulu.. But looking back, actually it was God's plans! A chinese chef was staying in the same floor as me and what's best? I've got to taste chinese food without having to pay exorbitant fees in the chinese restaurants!! i felt really blessed thinking back, and i could also pick up a few skills from him as well!

God, I want to learn to trust that You are in control of everything, despite circumstances.

russian girl, i will never forget you.

i'll miss you all.

I can't imagine that this is happening. I can't imagine that I won't be able to see you all for a long time.. perhaps forever.
In fact this feels really sad. how true, goodbyes are hard to say.. I hope we'll meet again soon. you are deeply missed.

i feel blessed even with the small little things in this foreign land. i say it'll definitely take more than these to move me if i were in singapore... i think i've taken a step back and learn to appreciate things in life better. the busyness in singapore has blinded us so much and if not, it has left some of us myopic. i was blessed today with a free movie ticket, a bag of tidbits, a champagne which i shamelessly won :p, and a ride of home. i would have took these things for granted in singapore easily!

so, thank God for today.. my results for finnish surprised me as well!

alright, God... so what's wrong?