Saturday, September 18, 2010

busy-ness

what is busy-ness?

it's like a state of mood that makes u forget everything..

often, most individuals including myself forget about the things-to-do when we are busy.
we substitute our loneliness by making ourselves busy, substitute our unhappiness, our emotions by finding things to do, so that we can avoid those emotions..

true enough, it has 'helped' me in some sense but i hate the negative side of it.

it has made me 'forget' someone whom i missed so dearly. i admit i don't think about her that much as i used to and i wonder why.

i don't want to be too busy.

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