haha. girls will want to be pink ranger.
not much ppl want to be a black ranger.

but anyway, this is royal ranger.

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thinks it's really hard... not giving up, yet!

for those in my era

this is one of the most favourited movies all time!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cW80K11nfn4&feature=related
power rangers the movie!

go watch part 1 to 10!

i think most guys will aspire to be white ranger! haha

today is happy.

saw this on my way to work and took a quick shot. pardon the huge railing occupying so much in the frame.

on another note, today is a happy day and i want to remember this day with you.

just trying to practise what i see in studio everyday..

lighting, viewing images at 100% closeups has been becoming a pet peeve of a photographer.. checking for focus.. i think i have developed a 'feetish' to shoot shoes and buying shoes..

I SMOKE ANYWHERE!

i'm not a smoker myself, but i find it quite amusing to see yellow boxes in singapore having a mini chimney with those smokers.
-part of a personal project which i'm working on. "need to be in a yellow box to smoke?"

dailies

well, i do miss the church camp days. i wished everyday were so carefree, eating and going for services. and playing games in the afternoon!

back to singapore, back to reality. work has been quite uncertain. i'm not really sure if i can make it in this 2-3 years i'm gonna give myself, but i'm sure God has a plan and God can make this happen!

so press on folks!

back!!

just came back from a 4 day church camp and the pictures are here!

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=99090&id=566006995&ref=mf

Thoughts and motivation..

I had my first day of freelance work at a commercial studio. I didn't really know what to expect before i went. When i reached the studio, i was introduced to photographers and started work immediately. Setting up lights etc.. It was interesting as i've never seen how a product shoot goes before.

But as the shoot took place, i felt my legs were so tired form 3-4 hours of standing and felt like giving up! There were so much sai kang to do. Clean the product, serve the clients coffee, bring the products back and forth when they were so heavy! Wash the cups, sweep the floor, i really felt like a cleaner there. Yes, they told me it's alot of hard work but i didn't expect such hard work! I thought it'll be working hard to strive for better pictures and immense creativity juice, not hard LABOUR! And i think to myself i can't assist too long in this! I'll go crazy!

thankfully i was told that i'll be given chances along the way to shoot as i feel more confident. It really trains me as i made so many boo-boos today. I can't set up a c-stand properly, don't know how to detach a digital back. Looking ahead, i so swear to be #1 and will remember all the hardwork i went through!

growing years.

when i was 2 mths old.

8 years old.

13years old.

currently.

35years old.

cash cow.

Folly

Some aquaintances just need to get lost and stop being so hypocritical. I have no interest/time/energy to entertain you.

The moment

I can't imagine in just a few days time, when i wake up, it's ORD. Yes, they say when you look back, 2 years is actually a short time. But it felt like almost eternity for me. I've never liked NS and will never want to repeat this if given any chance.

lots of stories to tell, lots of shit we have to suffer. The times when we were still new recruits in BMT, and i find it so funny when i hear long hair-ed recruits call sergeants and sirs. I was not used to it as i wasn't in any uniformed groups. Times when terence was such a clown during his performances and SOC. Times when my PCs were so obliging to let us powder them just before we POP. Then came medic course. I kinda dreaded it because i've heard of the horrendously long needles which we'll have to practise with at BUDDY level. I swear my buddy was the least interested to pass out as a medic and he just poked me for the sake of it! Medic course was fun and yeah, we were bloody proud. I love the moment when my mum doned on the medic armband for me.
then came dirty SCE. I didn't know what to expect. I shan't say much about this because i totally hate this place. Cept for the 'swine flu' nights.

and in a few days, i'll be looking forward to a next phase in life. I'm totally excited as to what God's gonna do and i believe that cactus was divinely planned! Shortly one week after i signed contract, i had 3 other offers from other studios.

church camp in just 9 days!